Welcome to Caldwell, New York, where there is a war going on between vampires and their evil counterparts, the Lessers. Lessers are a group of soulless humans that are set on killing off all vampires. The Black Dagger Brotherhood is a group of warriors that have been fighting Lessers for hundreds of years. These warriors fight hard, party hard, and love even harder. They have finally found love and seem to be happy. While still fighting the Lessers, a new enemy has appeared, an enemy of their own kind. The Band of Bastards is this enemy. The Band of Bastards has gone so far as to try and kill the King, Wrath. The Band Of Bastards leader Xcor, is set on taking over as King of the Vampire world. A death sentence has been handed down for Xcor, and secrets are about to come to light that are going to change everyones' lives forever. The Scribe Virgin is about to reveal a secret so big that it will not only effect the Black Dagger Brotherhood but the Band Of Bastards as well.
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Reia walked out of the hotel, her cell phone in hand she started texting Ehnvee. " Hey, meet me at the gym if you are free, we can fit in some girl time to talk?"
She walked her way to the gym, her eyes looking around making sure people weren't around that shouldn't be, she had been paranoid about the baby powder freaks since learning about them. She was hoping that Ehnvee would show up, she had been at the condo for a whole day and she had to admit she was freaking out a little bit... not to mention she wanted to hear if anything had happen with either of the males that had been around her lately. Reia looked small in comparison to all these people but she moved over to the treadmill setting it to warm up and started, may as well get the warm up done with.
Reia had her hair up, her black yoga capris on and a exercise top which was normal but what made it stand out was her size and the fact that it was clear they were kids size so she knew she wouldn't be hard for Ehnvee to find if she showed up...for all she knew she was out with one of those guys.
Ehnvee got the text and immediately got up from her couch. She was just watching a silly chick flick so she could always resume it later. Man she wanted a man like Ryan Gosling. The Notebook always tugged at her heart strings. Evee made her way up and into her bedroom, fishing out a pair of matching yoga pants and tank top. Lime green and black, she loved this pair. The pants were solid black, capris, with a stripe of lime green down her hips and legs. The top was pure lime green with a black stripe down both sides of her body. She gently pulled her hair up into a messy bun. She ran down the stairs and into the kitchen to grab her water bottle that was already in the fridge. Evee smirked and walked to her condo door. She heard a little whimper and bark by her feet. "No Beau, you can't come to the gym with me. Mommy will be back later, go rest."
She smirked as Beau trotted away towards his little doggie bed in the living room. She walked out of her condo, making sure to mentally lock the door. After checking the hall she quickly dematerialized to the gym, making sure to appear against the side of the building down the alley. Evee walked out and around to the front, opening the door and scanning her little code card, waving at the man working the front. He watched as her picture came up on the little screen and smiled at her. "Back so soon, Ev?"
Evee laughed and nodded. "I'm always here. I've got to keep this figure the way I like it, don't I?"
The man shook his head and smirked. "You are perfect you don't need to work out as much as you do."
She smiled and waved him off. "Oh Brian, you're sweet. Now get back to work."
Evee winked at him and watched as he blushed slightly. Humans. She laughed and spotted Reia on the treadmill on the other end of the room. Evee ran softly and popped up next to her. "HEY!"
She smiled big and then joined her on the treadmill next to her. She slipped her water bottle in the little holder and turned the mill up to warm up. "I am so glad you texted me. I was totally getting too much into The Notebook. Box of tissues were about to be pulled out."
Reia smirked looking to her friend over her shoulder " I had to get out of his place, its like four of my apartments put together and then some, and hell the room I am in is like the size of 3 of mine put together.... it has a freaking king size bed!!! I feel like its going to eat me alive...and oh my god the pillows" she shook her head before pausing
" Wait I am getting ahead of myself ... how are you? how was your day" she would grin blushing a little bit as she picked up the pace a little bit now that the warm up was done, nice thing about being small not a lot of things bounced so she didn't really have to worry about guys staring at her in the gym like some women did. She would not be a fan of that matter.
" Okay so how about we take turns I will tell you something and then you can tell me something.. and then I will tell you something because I am dying to tell you things... I mean I am living with a boy...sure its only till my transition but still!!!" she giggled
Evee laughed when she heard Reia freak out about the king sized bed. "Hey, I have one of those! It's not that bad. It is one of the only things in my room though... but a girl has to have space, even if I do just end up curling up against a long body pillow..."
She smiled and sighed softly. "I'm good! I have the night off, which is kind of nice. I stayed a bit after my shift the other day at Sals so Iam decided to give me a break, I still get pay, just no tips obviously. Which is fine by me. I'm really lucky to have him as a boss sometimes. He's such a damn good cook too."
Evee looked over at Reia and smiled as she saw her blush as she picked up pace. Evee did the same so they matched. "So, do you think he'll complete the transition with you, beyond the... biting..."
Evee grinned and then stopped herself. "Okay, my turn first. Well, about Sals the other night. I did ask Vic out but then he kind of turned me down. Instead of taking my offer of finishing up dinner with him he had me give him my phone number and he said he'd call me later. Which is completely fine, but then he was checking out one of the other ladies I was waiting on and I can't believe this, but I got jealous. I suddenly felt like I was a child for reading too much into the night at the Gardens with him. Am I a fool or what!"
Reia smiled listening to her friend and she would laugh " Yeah see I sleep on a double because i don't need more than that...though I am not sure the room could handle more than that at the moment" she would shrug turning the treadmill up another notch as her friend began talking about the one male.
" I don't think you read to much into it, maybe it was nothing or maybe he is not sure where you stand on it... I mean you two to my knowledge haven't talked about anything that serious? So maybe he is just trying not to pressure you or just make friends?" she really didn't know what else to say on the matter so she would sip at her water as she began to jog taking a deep breath afterward.
" I would try not to get too upset about it till you know, and if that is what he is doing walk away and kick him to the curb there is better!" she grinned shaking her head thinking about it.
"I don't know...I am seriously thinking its possible because I always want to touch him...and he let me draw him nude the other day, like nude nude nude and I just oh my god Evee... I just the only thought I had was its a shame I don't have my camera to take pictures of me next to hm and draw it that way" she would blush biting her lip.
" It's insane! I feel like someone gave me one of those 'good morning good morning commercial pills...whatever they are called" she would giggle " the second I even think about him that way its just intense, but as long as I don't think about him that way or see too much skin im fine...its so confusing"
" So what about the guy you met here the other day?"
Evee nodded while Reia talked. She was right, if he turned out to like multiple women at one time, she would have to kick him to the curb. She hoped not though. Although, what about Silas, at the gym. She wasn't being too fair to him either falling head over heels for Vihktor. What if there was something there?
She smirked as Reia told her story. "I can't wait to meet him. He sounds perfect for you, if you don't mind me saying."
The other guy... Silas. "Well, honestly, I have no idea. We really didn't talk too much. We officially talked here, just those treadmills a couple down."
She smiled thinking of the conversation when he pulled his earbuds out and broke the silence, asking which one was going to cave first and move closer. She of course did. "It's hard to get a read on these things because I'm so inexperienced! I tell you what though, it doesn't get easier with the boys once you become one of my kind. They can be so sneaky, and keep things to themselves. And they know they can do it too!"
Reia would reach into the back pocket of her pants and she pulled out her cell phone flipping through the various locks she had put on the thing, before pulling up the picture she had drawn of him fully nude. Sitting back in a chair like it was nothing but there was an underlying tension that made it look serious like he was lost in thought and whatever he was thinking either pained him or steeled his courage, she had left it for interpretation. " Here this is what he looks like, well naked when I draw him" she flushed she knew it was good and she had done every detail she could find to add to it.
Reia would pass her the phone and then turn up the treadmill another notch she was trying to run off her extra energy she had been having flares of it lately and she found that if he was around then she nearly jumped him, it had nearly happen twice while she was drawing him!
" I can't imagine how frustrating it has to be for you to feel like you are stuck in the middle? maybe it is what it sounds like, like you sorta like them for different reasons but neither is grabbing your hand and being being ..." she couldn't think of the word she was aiming for but it was like right on the tip of her tongue....
"Like fuck it... like MINE " she sighed
" sorry I know that word is ridiculous and that it makes women sound like possessions and you know I don't think that way but that is just the only word that was coming to mind about what a male should be like when they are really really interested" she blushed hoping her friend didn't think her a freak.
" He is really nice and you know me, I have a hard time talking to people... and even when he made my panic attacks act up I still wanted to go back and talk to him... to give him a chance to prove he wasn't someone to be feared! But enough about me, how you doing with the whole jealousy thing like do you think you were being silly or just nervous maybe"
Evee took the phone and felt her mouth drop open at the picture. The man was hung like a horse. No wonder he was a warrior, and no wonder her friend wanted to jump his bones so badly. She gently handed the phone back, keeping her jogging pace on the treadmill. "No wonder you want to jump his bones, he's hot!"
Ehnvee sighed understanding her friends explanations. "I think that's what I want, which is weird, because I never thought of myself as a girl that wanted to be claimed, but after seeing so many women get pulled away by their hellrens... it just looks like exactly what I want."
She smirked. "I think I'm just being nervous or silly, who knows! I don't know what's wrong with me."
Evee turned and looked at Reia. "I like hearing about him though. I'm really glad you're letting him in. You need it, and it sounds like he needs it too in some odd way. So, you've been at his house for a couple days... has there been anymore kissage? Especially since you're drawing him naked... makes me think of Titanic!"
Reia laughed seeing her friends expression and she would nod a little bit " he is just he drives me crazy and the second he gets close to me I swear... it makes it so I have no control over my thoughts or actions... after I finished I kissed him like KISSED him and ... I have to stop talking about this or I am going to go back to his place and be all .... yeah and I am here to stop that from happening because of my hormones!" she would shake her head a little bit glad when her friend changed the topic to answer her questions.
She listened carefully and she shook her had " maybe I can ask Vhalour about it and see if that is normal... I mean he said i can ask him all sorts of questions and if he doesn't know he said he would be willing to get his mom to answer it for me...maybe she would know, she was mated once.... and maybe it is something we are taught to want?"
she possed it as a question since shse didn't have any more experience in her bag then her friend did... " I think you should talk to one or both of these males and see if one of them would be interested in something of the sort, not even now but in the future...maybe it would help you figure out what is wrong with you!" she giggled winking so that she knew she was kidding!!!
" I yeah... I don't even know what to say to that, I mean its just I yeah he fries my brain!"
Evee smirked. "Sometimes it's not all the hormones talking. Maybe he's your happily ever after, and it's the cosmic universe pulling you guys together..."
Evee laughed and moved her hand in the air like she was brushing Reia away. "Oh hush you, meanie!"
She knew she was kidding and laughed softly. She sighed. "So, you know how I said he didn't want me to eat with him and I went home? He did text me and ask me over to his place, tomorrow, at 10 o'clock. He said he would cook..."
Evee smiled. "So I'm just going to go with it and see. Although, I can't let anything happen. I am promising you right now, nothing will happen past kissage. I won't let it. I can't hurt myself again."
She looked over at Reia. "You take my promise, and you hold me to it!"
" Maybe, I doubt that is how it works" she would laugh a little bit brushing her fingers along the rails of the treadmill, trying to think of what she should add to that, but then her friend started to talk so she would listen instead since she might have more to say.
Reia looked to her, and she gave her a soft look as she reached over and touched her shoulder after she slowed her own treadmill down and she would smile "Evee" she would stop her treadmill and move to stand beside her friend her eyes looking up to her.
" I think dinner is a good idea, and you know it's going to be okay right? no matter what you decide because you are never going to be alone again because no matter what I will be there to hold you to your promise, to pick up the pieces if something happens or to simply buy more then enough junk food so we could be the next model for jenny! Whatever it is you will always have me, cause you are my family for now and ever! "
Evee stood each foot off to the sides of the treadmill so she didn't have to stop it. She turned her body and hugged Reia back with a big smile, and a lonely tear falling down her cheek. She quickly wiped it off and laughed. "Okay, enough sap, tell me more about this guy! I'm glad you'll always be there for me by the way... and I hope you know it'll be the same for me on my end."
She sighed, completely relieved that Reia had found a male. Because if all else failed she was going to try to do it herself, and she had no idea if that would work.
Reia hugged her back nodding and she would pause " well how about we go do a couple rounds on the walking track so that the machine isn't being so loud?" she figured she would ask and see what she said, she always found that she got a little tired of running and never getting anywhere.
If she was good to go she would head over there smiling and a huge blush moved over her face, down her neck and up her ears and she would shake her head a little bit as she began to walk on the track in the slow pace lanes...
" Okay I do have a question...what does it mean when a male says that they like to kiss you, and they dont mind when you kiss them even though it might not lead anywhere... or when they don't push it... like I kiss him and he kisses back but he never tries to take it further or even moves his hands like when I kissed him the once I wanted my hands in his hair and I moved them but he doesn't I don't know what I am doing"
She turned off her treadmill and grabbed her water bottle, running to meet up with Reia on the physical track that went around all the machines in the room. She caught in step with her and looked at her as she asked her question. "Well, sounds like a gentleman to me. If you want him to take it further, I'd mention it to him. Maybe in a subtle way like, tell him you wouldn't mind feeling his hands on your back when you kiss or something like that. It's nerve wrecking when they don't do things on their own, make moves. Maybe if you keep making the moves he'll catch on. I can tell you that when I fed off Vihktor in the park, I wanted it to go so much further, I think he did too, but I stopped it. I pulled away because I was scared, so maybe he thinks you're scared?"
I guess it could be a gentleman thing but I will tell you...I would have never ever thought I wouldn't want a gentleman!!! I always thought that was what I want... but seriously I would have paid for him to pick me up like he did the first time and just keep it going.. but I just I dont know if I like him like yeah he is hot and I want to be with him this once kinda deal... or if I LIKE him and maybe want it to go more.... " she would sigh walking ab it quietly and she paused
"WAIT WAIT WAIT....You NEVER told me you fed him or fed from him or both.... HOW could you leave a detail like that out!!! That would be like me telling you I might have kissed him the once but leaving out the part that I was so ready for it go further and then asking for advice "s he laughed shaking her head a little bit
" Wow it sounds like you got really excited with it and maybe that is why he is trying to give you space? like with that girl at the restaurant maybe he didn't want you to assume he was expecting more or going to demand more ? because you did get scared he might be waiting for you to make the first move in that direction?
" I am scared to if that helps...I'm scared on so many levels, and its because he makes me forget myself... how come your scared besides past experience because we both know we have that in common at least to some degree!"
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